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[27 Nov 2005|08:28am] |
guys; i need somebody.
anybody at this point.
okay well;
here's my story.
there's this boy.
i'd DIE for.
i've liked him for over a year now.
as a matter of fact, i love this guy.
and we're really close.
and all i want is to be with him.
i love this kid, and he treats me like shit.
i try and try for him to like me.
and it never works.
i lost all my friends, and even my family for this boy.
and he won't risk going out with me,
cause he doesn't want to "kill me" after we break up.
which, i completely don't get why he keeps saying we will.
cause if we work at it,
i know we could make it
we could be just what i always wanted from him.
but no.
he likes to lead me on,
and make me think that he's gonna ask me out.
& then forget me.
he's hurt me in ways that can't even be described.
and i still love him with everything.
and i always will. no matter what.
i just don't know what to do anymore. =(
yeah, sorry for rambling.
i hadda let it out.
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[12 Nov 2005|11:03pm] |
life is pretty much completely gay.
ugh ugh ugh
i HATE drama.
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[28 Oct 2005|04:37pm] |
my friends = love
i love you guys so much <3
♥♥♥
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[25 Sep 2005|11:16am] |
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hey guys.
not much has happened in the last week.
no boyfriend at the moment. =/
but i like somebody, && ::gasp:: it's NOT Nick.
shocker, eh?
anyways.
school sucks as usual.
homework. drama. teachers.
it's all a pain in my ass. =(
i miss summer dearly.
well that's all.
comment please?
♥
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[17 Sep 2005|01:01am] |
not much going on in my life.
me & Eddy broke up on Friday,
and got back together.. Monday?
some day around then.
i just needed those few days to myself.
but yeah.
i think EVERYONE should comment for me.
and when i reach 100 comments, i'll update again.
(and not them all from the same motherfucker. the most you can write is like, 15. haha.)
deal?
i hope so. cause i don't feel like updating.
=D
♥ ♥ ♥
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[10 Sep 2005|11:47am] |
-Redneck--
1] Do you believe the south will rise again? no
2] Do you drive a four-wheel automobile? no but theyre fun
3] Do you live in a mobile home? no
4] Is your car still primer gray? no
5] Do you like country music? nooooo
6] Do you have a broken car in your back yard? no
7] Do you like the look of lifted thangs even if it is a car? no
8] Do you like to shoot things? no
9] Do you set off fireworks whenever you feel like it? no but that would be cool if i could
Total Yes: None
-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: yea
2] Is most of your clothing black?: no
3] Do you think about death often?: yeah
4] Do you want to die?: no
5] Are you a social outcast?: no
6] Are you pale? yea
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: yeah.
8] Do you enjoy Tim Burton's Movies?: yes.
9] Are you nice?: most of the time.
Total Yes: 6
--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard?: nope.
2] Do you wear Vans?: im getting some, if that counts.
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? yeah
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the PIGS: no
5] Do you listen to punk bands: yep.
6] Do you have any piercings?: yea
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? yeah. i ♥ them.
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: yeah
9] Have you called someone a poser?: yea
total YES: 7
--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like": yea
2] Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch? yea
3] Are the A&F models hot?: some of them.
4] Do you pop the collar?: lol, nah.
5] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: nope.
6] The only nerd you like is Seth Cohen: who?
7] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: no
8] Do you like pop music: barely.
9] Do you want/have a little dog?: awe. yeah.
Total YES: 4
--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: kind of.
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: yea
3] Do you want peace?: yea
4] Do you want to save the animals?: sure
5] Do you think the war is unneccesary?: yeah.
6] Is love essential in your life?: woah big word.
7] Violence is bad: these questions are bullshit. lol.
8] Have you smoked pot?: no
9] Do you go long periods of time without shaving?: sometimes. haha.
Total YES: 4?
--Gangsta--
1] Are you from the ghetto?: no.
2] Do you own "bling bling"?: nah.
3] Do you wear do-rags? no
4] Do you like hip-hop?: no.
5] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world? no.
6] Do you believe he's alive?: i honestly do not care one bit.
7] Do you like afros?: no
8] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle": only like once when i was fooling around.
9] Do you like to dance?: yea
Total YES: 2
--Emo--
1] Do you cry often?: yes.
2] Are you emotional? yea
3] Do you like soft music: yeah.
4] Do people not understand you?: yeah.
5] Do you write your own songs?: yea
6] Is your hair dyed dark?: no.
7] Do you cut?: um.. i'm not saying anything.
8] Are you lonely?: yeah.
9] Is Ohio for lovers? oh yes.
Total YES: 8
--Surfer--
1] Do you surf?: no
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: sometimes.
3] Is your hair shaggy? nope.
4] Do you wake up at 6 or before every morning?: never.
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts? yea
6] Are you tan?: sorta.
7] Do you have a lot of patience?: no
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now?: yea
9] Do you hate tourists?: yea
Total YES: 5
--Geek--
1] Do you wear glasses: contacts
2] Do you get good grades?: yea
3] Do you use an inhaler?: no
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes?: no!
5] Are you on the computer often?: yea
6] Have you ever been picked on?: yea
7] Do you look forward to go to school? : just to see my friends..
8] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: no
9] Do people laugh at you?: no
Total YES: 4
*the most yeses is the label you are*
..i hate surveys.
but they keep me occupied.
anyways, life = shit.
it's all stupid and useless besides.
drama, drama, drama.
bleh.
♥
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[06 Sep 2005|06:04pm] |
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yep, i'm back guys for good.
forget MySpace.
i'm too good for it.♥
today's me & Eddy's 2 week.
we spent the whole day together,
[ awe's ] lol. <3
school starts in 2 days.
i miss summer already =(
hm, what else?
i think that's it.
comment?
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[04 Sep 2005|06:21pm] |
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livejournal is for losers.
like me.
so i decided since i'm such a loser, i shall update.
well yeah. here are all the new and exciting thing in my life:
+ school starts Thursday. i'm so fucking excited. i can't wait =)
+ me & Eddy go out now. since 8/23/05. goodness, i love that boy. ♥
+ i have made a few new friends lately.
+ i no longer "love" Nicholas Cottrell.
+ the first football game was Friday. me & Eddy went together. hehe.
i think that's about it.
comment if you'd like.
ANYONE WITH A MYSPACE;;
http://www.myspace.com/omgsz_its_nicole
that's right bitch, add me =) ♥♥♥
xoxo.
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[26 Jul 2005|10:17am] |
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shitttt, i haven't updated in so long. it seems like forever since the last time i did. but anyways. my life is pretty much great right now. things worked out for the better. i don't really feel like typing it all here cause some boyfriend of mine -cough cough Ryan cough cough- wanted me to wait up with him last night untill 5:30, and i did. and got no sleep. so yeah. you can feel free to i/m me if you'd like to know anything. yeah well i'm off. i'm gonna try and go back to bed. ♥ comment <3
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[15 Jul 2005|02:23am] |
new layout.
tell me what you think about it
♥
teehee i fucking LOVE the notebook.
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[12 Jul 2005|07:40pm] |
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wow, life really sucks. =(
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[10 Jul 2005|11:45am] |
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check from what you remember from the 90's.
[x] Fresh Prince of Bel-Aire
[ ] Fraggle Rock
[x] G.I. Joe
[x] Are You Afraid of the Dark?
[ ] Secret World of Alex Mack
[x] Bug Juice
[x] Beetlejuice
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas
[ ] Welcome Freshman
[ ] Space Cases
[ ] Roundhouse
[x] The Muppet Show
[ ] Muppet Babies
[x] Eureka's Castle
[ ] Salute Your Shorts
[x] Legends of the Hidden Temple
[ ] You Can't Do That On Television
[x] G.U.T.S.
[ ] What Would You Do?
[x] Double Dare
[x] Rocko's Modern Life
[x] All That
[x] Ren and Stimpy
[x] Clarissa Explains It All
[ ] The Torklesons
[ ] The Adventures of Pete and Pete
[ ] Stick Stickley
[x] Goodburger
[x] Angry Beavers
[x] Hey Arnold!
[x] AHH! Real Monsters
[x] Tiny Toons
[x] Animaniacs
[x] Pinky and the Brain
[ ] Freakaziod
[ ] Earthworm Jim
[ ] The Babysitter's Club
[ ] Underdog
[x] Kablam!
[x] Gullah Island
[ ] Richard Scarry
[ ] Dumbo's Circus
[ ] Ocean Girl
[ ] Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
[ ] Snick Snacks
[ ] Dunkaroos
[ ] SNICK
[ ] Koala Yummies
[ ] Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
[x] Nickelodeon Magazine
[ ] Ernest Movies
[ ] Radio Flyer
[x] Disney Watchers
[x] Adventures in Wonderland
[ ] Homeward Bound
[ ] The Adventures of Yellow Dog
[ ] Milo and Otis
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
[x] The Lion King
[ ] Labyrinth
[x] 101 Dalmations
[ ] The Secret Garden
[ ] Pete's Dragon
[x] Hocus Pocus
[ ] Secret of Roan Inish
[x] Land Before Time
[x] Dinosaurs
[ ] Fern Gully
[ ] Secret of NIMH
[x] Gummi Bears
[x] Care Bears
[x] My Little Pony
[ ] Black Beauty
[x] Rainbow Brite
[ ] Lady Lovely Locks
[x] Candyland
[x] Sorry!
[x] Trouble
[x] Don't Wake Daddy
[x] Mousetrap
[x] Jenga
[x] Don't Break the Ice
[x] Hungry Hungry Hippos
[ ] Pretty Pretty Princess
[ ] Tinker Toys
[x] Cooties
[ ] The castles that made tea sets
[x] Polly Pocket
[ ] Mighty Max
[ ] Hypercolor T-Shirts
[x] Lite Brite
[ ] Sky Dancers
[ ] Scrunchies
[x] Side Ponytails
[x] Stirrup Pants
[x] Jellies
[x] Saddle Shoes
[x] Barbies
[x] Beanie Babies
[ ] Tamagotchies
[x] Yo-Yos
[x] Duncans
[ ] Choose Your Own Adventure
[ ] Pogs
[x] Goosebumps
[ ] Magic Attic Club
[x] American Girl
[x] Island of the Blue Dolphins
[x] Saved By The Bell
[x] Full House
[x] Step By Step
[x] TGIF on ABC
[ ] Two Guys, a Girl, and a Pizza Place
[x] Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Clueless
[x] Simpsons
[x] Flipper
[x] Growing Pains
[x] Family Ties
[x] Titanic
[ ] Felix The Cat: The Movie
[ ] Jonathan Taylor Thomas
[x] Home Improvement
[ ] Tom and Huck
[ ] My Brother and Me
[x] Kenan and Kel
[x] Hanson
[x] Inspector Gadget
[x] Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
[x] Power Rangers
[x] Hot Wheels
[x] Creepy Crawlers
[x] Easy Bake Oven
[x] Flower Making Kits/Chia pets
[x] Wild and Crazy Kids
[x] Playdough McDonald's Sets
[x] Animorphs
[x] Rainbow Fish
[ ] If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
[ ] Bailey School Kids
[ ] Wayside School
[ ] Cam Jansen
[x] Ramona Quimby
[x] Amber Brown
[ ] Allegra's Window
[ ] 3-2-1 Contact
[x] Spice Girls
[x] The brave little toaster
[ ] Bananas In Pajamas
[x] One Saturday Morning on ABC
[ ] Transformers
[ ] Transformers Beast Wars
[x] Waynes World
[ ] The dancing baby
[x] Nancy Drew novels
[x] catdog
[ ] shamomo the cat
[ ] captain planet
[ ] FACE
[x] Doug
[ ] The Biker Mice From Mars
[x] Furbies
[x] Giga Pets
[ ] Sam and Max
ahh, i miss most of them. those were the good ol' days =(
anyways;
life's been pretty good lately. i can't complain. ive been really busy lately though...parties, family get togethers, out with my girls..tons of stuff.. soo yeah sorry not many updates...
comment <3
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[05 Jul 2005|05:37pm] |
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new layout;
give me your opinion on it.
if you like it, hate it, love it, think it's gay, can't stand Fall Out Boy...
anything.
♥
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[30 Jun 2005|11:51am] |
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i____Nicole
Nicole is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Nicole, I would _______.
I think Nicole should _____.
Nicole needs ______.
I want to ____________ Nicole.
Someday Nicole will ________.
Nicole reminds me of _______.
Without Nicole I would _______.
Memories of Nicole are _____.
Nicole can be ______.
Worst thing about Nicole is _______.
Best thing about Nicole is _______.
I am ________ with Nicole.
Nicole thinks a lot about ________.
When I think of Nicole, I think of _______.
I want Nicole to ______ me.
If I could describe Nicole in one word: ______.
Nicole will never ______.
Nicole can _____ my _____.
I hope Nicole never _____.
I _____ Nicole because ______.
fill this out about me.
i'm not updating till at least 15 people fill it in.
thanks ♥
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[28 Jun 2005|11:22am] |
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ugh. i don't think he realizes how much he hurts me.
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[23 Jun 2005|03:00pm] |
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updating cause my bitch Tara wants me to, teehee. [loveyou]
anyways. these last few days have been cool i guess. boring, but fun.
monday- graduation. 'twas cool. i'm gonna miss everyone but that's what summer's for..hanging with your old school friends. but at the reception, the power went out. that REALLY sucked cause i didn't even get to say bye to half of my friends that i won't see next year. =( sniff.
tuesday- nothing happened. my sister went over to my grandma's and i just really sat around. then i went over to my cousin's house and everyone came by. it was kinda fun. then my parents came and fucked up everything and i had to leave, so i sat online the rest of the fucking night. :grrr: they bug me SO damn much lately.
wednesday- teehee, it was fun. my sister was gone the whole day. so Kayla came over and we went to get Eddy and Nick. and they came by. and so did my cousin and Andrew. good fun. and then i got locked out of my fucking house for 3 hours. gahhh. so i hung out at my cousin's house for a while. and then he kicked everyone out so we hung at the corner. lol (what a way to spend your summer, right?) and then around 6ish i went to Natalie's house. it was fun..we met up with Alyssa, Nicolette, and some Marissa chick. and walked around. and then went back to Alyssa's house and we were fucking locked out there too. (what's with people forgetting to bring keys?!) and so they called someone and she let us in. and we just hung around there till 8:30. then we walked back to Natalie's house and watched Meet the Fockers. haha, that movies fucking HILARIOUS. then came home, went online for a little, and went to bed around 12:30 cause i was tired as hell.
today- my sister went swimming at my grandma's. i stayed home, cause basically it's that lovely time of the month and i didn't feel like sitting there while everyone was having fun in the pool. so i'm bored out of my mind. yeah, it really sucks. but hopefully some guys will stop by soon and we can hangout for a bit. cause i'm going fucking CRAZY. i'm soooooo bored. tonight we were supposed to go to the movies but i think those plans bombed. but i dk..whatever.
well, there you go. my last few days. i'll update whenever unless something interesting happens..
comment <3
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[20 Jun 2005|11:41pm] |
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wow, i just keep falling in love more and more each day. he's honestly amazing. i wish he was mine, i'd NEVER let him go. these feelings are way to strong to just pass over and give up on. he's practically one of my best friends and we used to be SO close, and since he found out how i feel things have been wierd. and he acts like he likes me (well most of the time anyways) but when there's other people around, he's a total ass. if anyone has any ideas on what to do, tell me & you will be the best. cause i can't keep living like this, knowing we're just friends. i truely love him and would do anything for him. so i'm up for any suggestions. thanks lovers ♥
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[16 Jun 2005|10:02am] |
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NO MORE EXAMS!!! woohoo!!! school's over in 4 days <3 i'm gonna miss you all. but i can't wait to leave hell! yippeeeeee =D
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